Pulse 2015: What we will write about this year

December 31, 2015; Bangalore

At the end of every year we take out time to reflect and review. Although the process goes year and year on with the conclusion that life goes on and on. struggle and perseverance is the only truths of life. Each year we make resolutions and each year tend to break them for other priorities in life. we say life goes on., but yet don't live. We keep on running for things that we don't want in life., that does not brings happiness or satisfaction. Yet, we run after them. We loose our sleep,appetite, health and happiness. In search of happiness and security we keep on going far from it. We label our happiness for fat pay, big car, big house and a fat bank balance, disillusioning ourselves each and every time.

Such an year 2015 has been. In search of internal calling, happiness and peace. Some unanswered questions and a piercing pain in heart. A very long journey it seemed, every day and hour counted. Every day it felt like to withdraw and everyday it surrendered to another day. Whether it was dreams, disillusions or the struggle of fate, life moved on. Silently moved on to day by day till the end. Strength was tested, illusions broken, questions answered and many more created. It was surrendering to life, defeated..barefoot.. on the grounds of reality and self realization. Some accounts needs to be closed and for some closure process need to start. Wondering what it should be called..? Yet there was was peace inside for god was still there. Still holding my hand.. and it reassured that the path is truthful and i have not moved to deceit. With this, i sleep peacefully in the late hours of 2015 waiting for the next sunrise.